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“What are you up to tonight?” Carl asks out of the blue.

I totally didn’t expect that!  Maybe Blanka talked to him?

“Busy till 9pm. That’s too late for you, right?” I reply.

“What’s on your mind?” comes from him.

Omar txted asking when we will go to theatre together. We are just friends now yet he is treating me seriously and with respect. The way it should be.

Andrew from SpeedDate emailed me asking for a date. I hoped he forgot about me. I don’t feel like meeting with him so maybe I will invite him to our single’s party? He might be more useful for one of the girls…

On the way to cinema I bump into Blank and Gerry. She jokes that Carl has been avoiding her at work lately. What did I do to him etc.

Ok, avoiding my friend is a clear sign this is the end of Carl the Piglet’s story. Oh well… I find it rather amusing.

I’m not worried about Koro anymore. I know he will get in touch.

But there is another question: do I want a guy who does not get in touch with me for such a long time and doesn’t see anything wrong with it?

Relationships are strange. You are with someone in a good, nice, tight relationship. This person becomes a part of your life, part of you, like a hand or leg, or even more important: if you had to make a choice: you either loose your leg or your hand but you stay with the person you love, or you keep all your limbs but your partner leaves you, which option would you go for?

Yet if you do brake up, you just keep living (in most cases). Both of you. Only separately.

Darling says that when a guy does not want to hurt you he will beat around the bush and not tell you honestly he doesn’t want you.

Is it what this whole thing is all about?

So should I take it easy? Should I ‘wait’ for Koro?

No. firstly, I will keep surrounding myself with other guys. I’m not counting on Koro.

Secondly, when (if) I see Koro next time I will tell him exactly what I think of him and we shall see what happens!

I decide I will not be a passive female waiting for the call from the male!

“What’s up? You don’t like me anymore?  You forgot about me?” – Send, sent, sent!

Now wait…

“Hi. I was thinking about you. I was busy. I have even been arrested. Anyway we should meet soon.” Koro’s response comes almost immediately.

“Arrested ?! For what? What did you do? I like naughty boys!;) but seriously I hope it’s nothing serious. I want to see you soon.” I txt back.

“Don’t worry. I will be in touch soon”. Comes from him.

Nothing from Carl yet. Small loss as I don’t care about him anyway. Form all of these guys I only rally liked Koro!

So should I send the txt I wrote yesterday or not?

I decided that if Koro doesn’t txt me until tomorrow afternoon I will send I’m the following txt:
“What’s up? You don’t like me anymore? You forgot about me?”
I have to clarify this situation once and for all!

My girls and I are planning a single’s party. Every girl is supposed to bring at least one single men with her. Someone she is not interested in, someone available for all the other girls.

Who should I invite? Carl the Piglet? Maybe Omar? And maybe I tell him to bring some of his male friends?

I only hope we find a lot of me. Not enough would be a disaster!

As soon as I wake up I go to the living room where my phone was charging to check if maybe there is something from Koro.

Nothing. I’m shocked.

I want him to call me, I want him to txt me, I want him to try hard, i want him to care about me!  It was all going so perfect! What went wrong and when? Tomorrow it will be almost one week since he txted me last time and I cant pretend that I like it.