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I think I’m taking his whole Koro thing too seriously. I can’t let myself like him too much. I mean I can like him but it  shouldn’t become my main preoccupation, I should not take this liking too seriously.

I must be crazy! I like this guy (a lot!) and his exactly means that I have all the rights to take it seriously and hope he reciprocates!

Koro just txted asking if I had a good evening and says he is so sad we didn’t meet tonight.

“Maybe next week?’ I suggest but he doesn’t reply.

What the hell is wrong with him!?

The play is a Russian version of the Naked King. The main actor got drunk because it’s his birthday today so he keeps forgetting his lines, gets confused or starts laughing. Apart from that every now and then, for no reason and without any relationship to the plot of the play three teenage chicks appear on the stage and dance to “My humps” and every time their outfits get more and more skimpy and slutty. This is as embarrassing as it is strange. In the interval Darling explains that one of the dancing girls is the director’s daughter. Actually the director made the whole play work around her daughter so that she can ‘show’ herself. That explains a lot…

Steph and I can’t stay too long at the party because Darling’s play begins at 8. Charlotte is here too, looking really good. Break up seems to suit her!

There is also a German guy I met at Fadi’s party. His name is Hans and as far as I remember he was one of Fadi’s best mates. He sits on a couch next to me.

No. there is no discussion about it. There is nothing more important than loyalty to the girlfs. Men come and go, girlfriends stay!

Koro just txted asking if I’m going to the belly dance class tomorrow night, because if I am he could also come, catch up with Saba and see me.

“Oh what a shame! First I’m going to a party and then I have to see my friend’s theatre performance! I promised I would come!”

I’m not going to change my plans just because he wants to see me unannounced! Otherwise he will get used to spontaneous meetings and will think he doesn’t have to plan ahead because I’m always in the reach of his hand, ready to be taken and I will always be hanging there, waiting just in case Koro wants to see me!

Omar just invited me for a Christmas dinner with people from his company, in about 2 weeks.  Mmmm looks like he is planning well in advance, he wants to make sure I’m available.

Darling says it means he is taking me seriously. You don’t just invite a random friend to your company’s Christmas dinner.

Nice but if it means he is taking me so seriously maybe I shouldn’t accept it? After all I’m not really serious about him. I don’t want to end up feeling like I’m misleading him…

“What’s your address?”

This is something new. Why does Koro want my address?

“Why?”

He says he feels bad about me wasting so much money on txts to him so he wants to buy me a prepaid card and post it to me. That’s strange. Is he crazy? We are not even txting that much!

Actually I did waste a lot of txts on him. Yes wasted. Wasted because it’s an investment that still hasn’t paid off! It wasn’t a huge investment, but still… I don’t mind wasting time and money but I want some concrete results! Marriage or at least an engagement… joking!

It doesn’t matter if she will bend for the Tamil or for somebody else. What matters is that this situation is just a proof that how desperately a man wants you is proportional to how hard you seem to get.

Steph calls. Her Sri Lankan fuck-buddy keeps calling her and she doesn’t know what to do …

At the very beginning, as soon as they met he told her they had no future together because he’s of a different religion and culture and his family would never accept her so she should not hope for anything more. They have been sleeping together for a while but he rarely initiates it, was slow with replying to her txts and after a sex ‘feast’ he would not get in touch with her for weeks, even months! Although Steph knew it was just sex it still hurt her that he didn’t care about her. After all there she was sharing with him the most intimate part of her – her vagina!