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Koro … bagged and labelled.
He comes on time, at 4 pm as agreed, gives me a hug and holds me for a long time in his arms. Then he lifts me up in the air playfully. Is he happy to see me? Did he miss me? Seems like it but you never know. I offer him something to drink but he’s not thirsty. I notice that his hair has grown since the last time I saw him. I liked it shorter. It is strange because Koro doesn’t seem to turn me on as much as he used to. Still there is some flame but it’s only 30% of what I felt just few weeks ago.
We sit on the couch in his living room, he massages my calf muscles and we talk about the singles party.
“I want to feel you close„ He says and sits me down on his knees with my legs spread. I can feel him quite well.
We start kissing and I can smell he had some onion. That’s rude and rather thoughtless! Not that he stinks but should not have onion if I’m coming!
At his place in only 24 minutes. It looks nice with the BMW parked in front of the house. I can tell the boy is not poor.
He opens the door and offers me a drink. The conversation flows. Probably just because I don’t care about him so I’m totally relaxed. I even invite him to our single’s party and he promises to come.
We wrestle to see who is stronger. He suggest we should hand wrestle, in his bedroom… on his bed…
I sit on one side of the bed, he sits on the other and we wrestle. Of course he wins.
As soon as I wake up I go to the living room where my phone was charging to check if maybe there is something from Koro.
Nothing. I’m shocked.
I want him to call me, I want him to txt me, I want him to try hard, i want him to care about me! It was all going so perfect! What went wrong and when? Tomorrow it will be almost one week since he txted me last time and I cant pretend that I like it.
I am originally from Czech. I am 26 and very single now. I created this diary to get some relief. I hope spelling it all out will help me go through it.