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Koro … bagged and labelled.

One hour long exchange of txts with Carl. He may soon advance to a position of my potential bf…
He has good potential. Does a lot of sports, is active and has a boat. I always wanted to meet someone with a boat. Plus he seems intelligent and unlike Koro, he gets my jokes!

But let’s not forget he’s blond and as I found out last time he is also a virgo and it’s not compatible with my start sign. Ok, ok, he is not asking me to marry him yet so I don’t have to have such serious dilemmas. Yes, I think I like him more and more.

As soon as I wake up I go to the living room where my phone was charging to check if maybe there is something from Koro.

Nothing. I’m shocked.

I want him to call me, I want him to txt me, I want him to try hard, i want him to care about me!  It was all going so perfect! What went wrong and when? Tomorrow it will be almost one week since he txted me last time and I cant pretend that I like it.

Enthusiastic txt form Carl the Piglet. Apparently he saw a lady driving a car in white gloves, which is so funny since when we met last time I told him I drive in white gloves not to get my hands sunburned.

“Are you sure it wasn’t me?” I ask.

‘No, because she had both gloves!;)” he replies.

Hmm impressive. I told him I recently lost one glove and now am driving in one only. He remembered. Maybe I will start liking him soon!

It’s evening now and still nothing from Koro. I think I was patient but now have a reason to complain! How am I supposed to understand it? So buys? Busy my ass! He does not respect me, does not care abort my feelings – it’s so obvious now!

Plus I feel like he doesn’t not really listen to what I say to him! Last time when I was telling him about the projects I was working on with Darling about the meeting we had in TV he didn’t even ask what the project was about. No interest at all in things that are so important for me! Even Carl who didn’t put his hands on me asked me about it and was interested!

So maybe I should accept Koro likes me and cares about me? Maybe I should stop analyzing and worrying?

Another txt comes: He calls me his mysterious Czech girl, says he finished at the restaurant at 4 am and opened at 8am.

I think I really have no right to be angry that he doesn’t txt me as often as I want him too and that we don’t see each other as often as I would like. Poor overworked boy!

I’m sitting on a couch chatting with some girls, sipping champagne. We are only waiting for two more people: one girl and one guy: the guy’s name is Carl, I noticed on the one last nametag remaining on the table. I hope it’s not Carl the Piglet, Blanka’s friend whom I gave a ‘YES’ last time. Anyway, who cares? This time I’m not stressed at all by the vision of talking to 10 different men, even if I met them last time.

An email from the SpeedDate organizer. It says that they have an event planned for next week but they don’t have enough females. This is why they offer the VIP members an opportunity to participate for 50% of the price only.

Hmmm I would be keen to go, but 40 dol is still too much. And again they may provide some disappointing men and I will only waste my money! If it was free …

Hi

Thank you for your email. I would be keen to participate again since I really enjoyed it last time but unfortunately I’m completely and I repeat, completely broke! Even 40 dol is too much for me at his stage!:(

Why do I even care? It’s already 10 pm and Koro still hasn’t even txtd me! It’s been 2 days now since he was in touch last time. He really isn’t spoiling me as a man should if he is interested in a female! It’s obvious there is no potential there so I don’t think I should be loyal to him. It’s sad but true. ASAP I need to change my focus to block these tormenting, depressive thoughts and Omar will serve as a perfect distraction tool. I really have nothing to lose with him. And even if I send him the txt I wrote yesterday it doesn’t mean I’m obliged to do anything with him. I can just send it and see what happens.