June 25, 2009 3:15 pm | No Comments
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My New Koro emailed me. He is 35, lives in NZ and works for some Italian company. He is supposed to send me his pic. He probably is a married and ugly, via email he can bullshit me as much as he wants coz I can’t verify.
June 24, 2009 10:35 pm | No Comments
Koro replied to the email with pictures I sent him from the evening we spent at his restaurant with the girls.
Only it’s a different Koro. I sent it to somebody else by mistake. He says he the likes the pictures I sent and wants to know which one I am coz there is three of us in the pictures.
Well he may be some pervert. I could just ignore it.
On the other hand I’m too curious and I want to know what this guy looks like!
June 22, 2009 7:12 pm | No Comments
He didn’t reply. That makes it all clear and I don’t have to think about it and analyze.
I feel a bit stupid and humiliated: asking Andrew for Tim’s number and then txting him etc. It all didn’t feel comfortable to me at all.
Haven’t I learn anything from experiences with Koro?
If a guy is not txting you, not calling you when he could it means he just couldn’t care less about you.
June 16, 2009 7:06 pm | No Comments
June 15, 2009 3:05 pm | No Comments
Koro … bagged and labelled.
He comes on time, at 4 pm as agreed, gives me a hug and holds me for a long time in his arms. Then he lifts me up in the air playfully. Is he happy to see me? Did he miss me? Seems like it but you never know. I offer him something to drink but he’s not thirsty. I notice that his hair has grown since the last time I saw him. I liked it shorter. It is strange because Koro doesn’t seem to turn me on as much as he used to. Still there is some flame but it’s only 30% of what I felt just few weeks ago.
June 14, 2009 11:03 am | No Comments
Koro still has my blanket. This is a good excuse to lure him into my trap… I only have to make it sound genuine…
Hey Koro, have you still got my blanket? Can I get it back? Maybe I come over tomorrow to your restaurant and pick it up? Will this be ok? Don’t worry I will just take the blanket and go.
His response comes immediately:
What happened Bezuna? Is everything ok? I have your blanket in my car. I can bring it to your house tomorrow if you like. Is everything OK?
June 13, 2009 5:02 pm | No Comments
June 12, 2009 3:59 pm | No Comments
Koro did what I really didn’t expect. He did not txt, he did not call me. He did nothing. I really hoped… no I didn’t hope. I was actually 100% sure he will get in touch with me today!
Not that long ago he was txting me saying he missies me and wants to see me and now nothing, just like that, nothing.
He will get in touch with me sooner or later, I know it. t may take few weeks or even moths, but he will get in touch. The question is what I should do then? Should I act as nothing happened and maybe even start doping again something will happen between us? He’s a dick and I can’t pretend he’s not. I should not mix with dicks, that’s for sure!
June 12, 2009 10:59 am | No Comments
June 4, 2009 4:20 pm | No Comments
I reply after one hour:
“Well lets’ hope it’s true… sleep well.”
„You too” comes from him.
Maybe I’m over sensitive?
Should I ask Blanka to give me some more info on him? She knows him way better and I remember some time ago she told me there are rumors about him.
Steph for example doesn’t like Carl. She also didn’t like Koro from the very beginning - and she was right. Darling also isn’t impressed with Carl. She says he feels ‘slippery’ whatever that is supposed to mean. She says even she can’t put it into anything more precise. It’s more of a feeling, impression. Not that it matters what other people think but it’s good to know your girls opinion…
I am originally from Czech. I am 26 and very single now. I created this diary to get some relief. I hope spelling it all out will help me go through it.
Bezuna
