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Loud music. I sit outside with some friends from theatre talking and drinking.
Andrew’s friend Tim joins us. Slender, tall, dark curly hair, nothing special as for my liking but he is so extremely nice to me! He tries chatting with me all the time and soon I find out he visited Czech republic not that long ago. The conversation goes really well.
Koro … bagged and labelled.
He comes on time, at 4 pm as agreed, gives me a hug and holds me for a long time in his arms. Then he lifts me up in the air playfully. Is he happy to see me? Did he miss me? Seems like it but you never know. I offer him something to drink but he’s not thirsty. I notice that his hair has grown since the last time I saw him. I liked it shorter. It is strange because Koro doesn’t seem to turn me on as much as he used to. Still there is some flame but it’s only 30% of what I felt just few weeks ago.
Koro comes back and sees something is wrong with me. I explain the misunderstanding with the phone number. He tells me not to worry about it. Apparently when he disappeared he followed the guy to the bar next door and either took his sim card from him or told him to delete my number from his phone book.
It is getting better between us but the girl keep saying I behave like an angry, precious princess.
Beach, nice weather, children playing on the grass in the background provide suitable scenery for my meeting with Koro. He comments he likes children. Am I supposed to read it as ‘I want to make babies with you?’ or am I reading too much into it?
“I hate the little bastards” I say as if what he said didn’t mean a thing to me.
I didn’t put my bra on today, purposely of course. It’s all about teasing and provoking.
Drinks first. I know Horny Dog will pay for the dinner so even though at the SpeedDate I said he will pay for everything, I pay for the drinks. He lets me. He should not let me.
This proves he’s cheap.
I feel as if I’m cheating on Koro. I know I shouldn’t : I’m not his wife, not even a fiancée or girlfriend, but I still feel a bit bad. I think it’s because of his ‘I miss you’. Oh well he does not try to secure his exclusive access to me so I will not grant it to him just like that!
Koro could get out only for 2 hours. Nice he came all the way. It shows he’s determined and cares about me.
I’m eating a huge chocolate cake with lots of whipped cream. We talk about movies and lazy waitresses who serve us when his mobile rings. It’s his cook. Some pipe broke in the kitchen and Koro has to leave immediately.
Oh what a same!
I though he was in rush but when we get to my place he switches the engine off. We kiss each other goodbye on the lips ‘with tongue’ this time. In the middle of the day, right in front of my house…
I am originally from Czech. I am 26 and very single now. I created this diary to get some relief. I hope spelling it all out will help me go through it.