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Saturday, 28th February

Read Romance Online — Thu, 25 Jun 2009 19:09:37 +0000

I think I’m sick of my own writing. This is the end of this blog. Continue reading at Bezuna's Confessions Saturday, 28th February

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Saturday, 28th February

Read Romance Online — Thu, 25 Jun 2009 15:15:59 +0000

My New Koro emailed me. He is 35, lives in NZ and works for some Italian company. He is supposed to send me his pic. He probably is a married and ugly, via email he can bullshit me as much as he wants coz I can’t verify. Continue reading at Bezuna's Confessions Saturday, 28th February

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Saturday, 28th February

Read Romance Online — Thu, 25 Jun 2009 12:15:38 +0000

My bladder infection is under control fortunately. Still my plan is t to stay away form men and only befriend them. Continue reading at Bezuna's Confessions Saturday, 28th February

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Saturday, 28th February

Friday, 27th February

Read Romance Online — Wed, 24 Jun 2009 22:35:21 +0000

Koro replied to the email with pictures I sent him from the evening we spent at his restaurant with the girls. Only it’s a different Koro. I sent it to somebody else by mistake. He says he the likes the pictures I sent and wants to know which one I am coz there is three of [...]

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Friday, 27th February

Read Romance Online — Wed, 24 Jun 2009 18:15:01 +0000

Andrew from SpeedDate emailed me and wants to take me for a drink. Ok I will tell him straight away we can be friends and nothing more. Continue reading at Bezuna's Confessions Friday, 27th February

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Friday, 27th February

Read Romance Online — Wed, 24 Jun 2009 15:14:43 +0000

I need friends. I decide that I will turn every man I could potentially end up in bed with into a friend. I will try anyway. Continue reading at Bezuna's Confessions Friday, 27th February

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Friday, 27th February

Thursday, 26th February

Read Romance Online — Tue, 23 Jun 2009 23:14:23 +0000

Anyway if you just meet a guy and he wants to sleep with you straight away it’s probably not his first time. And that means one thing – plenty of diseases! I have to stay away from easy guys… Said the one who is the hardest to get… Continue reading at Bezuna's Confessions Thursday, 26th February

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Thursday, 26th February

Read Romance Online — Tue, 23 Jun 2009 11:13:55 +0000

The old truth is: if you like a guy don’t fuck with him on the first date! It is likely that if I dint sleep with Tim we would be dating now. Most probably, but maybe not. And anyway many relationships begin in bed… but maybe they don’t last? Shame there are no statistics that would prove [...]

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Thursday, 26th February

Wednesday, 25th February

Read Romance Online — Mon, 22 Jun 2009 19:12:50 +0000

He didn’t reply. That makes it all clear and I don’t have to think about it and analyze. I feel a bit stupid and humiliated: asking Andrew for Tim’s number and then txting him etc. It all didn’t feel comfortable to me at all. Haven’t I learn anything from experiences with Koro? If a guy is not [...]

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Wednesday, 25th February

Read Romance Online — Mon, 22 Jun 2009 12:12:31 +0000

The reply: “Hey sorry I didn’t find it. But I met someone who is born on the same day as us…” We analyze his response thoroughly with the girls. Darling says that the very fact that He says ‘hi’ rather then ’hello my sexy princess’ is a sign that he is not interested, only polite and just answers [...]

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Wednesday, 25th February

Read Romance Online — Mon, 22 Jun 2009 09:42:10 +0000

Darling, Steph and I sit at some girls party, I need their support now more than ever… I lost a pink earring at Tim’s place so I have a good excuse to get in touch with him. Just in case I really scared him away with my ‘I’m so very busy’ line and this is the [...]

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Wednesday, 25th February

Tuesday, 24th February

Read Romance Online — Sun, 21 Jun 2009 19:11:47 +0000

If he wants he will get in touch with me, if not then screw him. But maybe he forgot my number? No this is not an excuse. He could always get it from Andrew. I swear I will never smoke again. Though cigarettes are not a real problem here. The real problem are guys. I think I’m simply [...]

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Tuesday, 24th February

Read Romance Online — Sun, 21 Jun 2009 15:11:00 +0000

No, just not this again! Terrible burning combined with pain and I’m not sure if I can manage to stop it with natural methods this time! Not only I have a bladder infection but also a swollen and red throat. It’s so bad I can’t swallow! Never kiss in the wind is an old Czech [...]

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Tuesday, 24th February

Monday, 23rd February

Read Romance Online — Sat, 20 Jun 2009 15:10:41 +0000

And he still hasn’t called me! I hope he will not give up just because of my “I’m very busy”! Continue reading at Bezuna's Confessions Monday, 23rd February

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Monday, 23rd February

Read Romance Online — Sat, 20 Jun 2009 12:10:25 +0000

Loud music. I sit outside with some friends from theatre talking and drinking. Andrew’s friend Tim joins us. Slender, tall, dark curly hair, nothing special as for my liking but he is so extremely nice to me! He tries chatting with me all the time and soon I find out he visited Czech republic not that [...]

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Monday, 23rd February

Sunday, 22nd February

Read Romance Online — Fri, 19 Jun 2009 19:10:08 +0000

M lungs feel heavy and disgusting. I have a terrible headache. I wander if Tim will call me. But why did I tell him as I was leaving his place at 4am that I’m very busy? This could have put him off, made him think I’m not interested. Anyway I will not think about it now. Feeling way too [...]

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Sunday, 22nd February

Saturday, 21st February

Read Romance Online — Fri, 19 Jun 2009 15:09:02 +0000

I’m going to a party now. My intentions are pure. I’m going to have fun, not to hunt. The only problem is that for me one equals the other! I’m a disaster! Continue reading at Bezuna's Confessions Saturday, 21st February

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Saturday, 21st February

Read Romance Online — Fri, 19 Jun 2009 09:11:01 +0000

I feel soon I will need a new delivery, of meat, (read ‘men’) but maybe not? I don’t need it. Time after time it proves to be pointless! I can’t be bothered with them yet I keep getting pulled towards them! Meli says that it’s not healthy what I’m doing and I should take it [...]

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Saturday, 21st February

Friday, 20th February

Read Romance Online — Thu, 18 Jun 2009 15:07:15 +0000

If I ever figure out the mechanism that drives me and the reasons behind why I like one guy and not another I will gain control over what guys I’m choosing for myself. This is what I think anyway. I liked Koro from the first sight even though he want extremely handsome, wasn’t too tall. [...]

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Friday, 20th February

Thursday, 19th February

Read Romance Online — Wed, 17 Jun 2009 15:06:58 +0000

By the way, when a guy sticks his finger into your anus, does he do it to please you or does he do it for himself, because it turns him on? Or maybe there is some other reason for this? Maybe he would like to have anal sex with you and this is how he [...]

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Thursday, 19th February

Wednesday, 18th February

Read Romance Online — Tue, 16 Jun 2009 21:06:38 +0000

My conclusions are: flirting and seducing is what I should limit myself to at the moment. Not get any deeper… Continue reading at Bezuna's Confessions Wednesday, 18th February

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Wednesday, 18th February

Read Romance Online — Tue, 16 Jun 2009 19:06:16 +0000

My muscles ache, I have a small bruise on my thigh and red veins on my nipples. This is all that remains. This is the end of Koro, I’m cured and not into him anymore. Anyway what happened yesterday doesn’t count coz I didn’t come. The most important is the fact that my bladder is [...]

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Wednesday, 18th February

Tuesday, 17th February

Read Romance Online — Mon, 15 Jun 2009 15:05:41 +0000

Koro … bagged and labelled. He comes on time, at 4 pm as agreed, gives me a hug and holds me for a long time in his arms. Then he lifts me up in the air playfully. Is he happy to see me? Did he miss me? Seems like it but you never know. I offer [...]

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Tuesday, 17th February

Monday, 16th February

Read Romance Online — Sun, 14 Jun 2009 11:03:39 +0000

Koro still has my blanket. This is a good excuse to lure him into my trap… I only have to make it sound genuine… Hey Koro, have you still got my blanket? Can I get it back? Maybe I come over tomorrow to your restaurant and pick it up? Will this be ok? Don’t worry I [...]

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Monday, 16th February

Sunday, 15th February

Read Romance Online — Sat, 13 Jun 2009 21:03:09 +0000

But maybe I could still have a one off session with him? It would be a shame not to take him for a test drive… No way, I will not ask him to screw me after he totally ignored me. No way! But I want to see if he is really as god as he seemed. No [...]

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Sunday, 15th February

Read Romance Online — Sat, 13 Jun 2009 17:02:51 +0000

Actually my only regret regarding Koro is that I haven’t had a chance to ‘bag and label’ him, that I didn’t try out his dick. I wanted him so much. It could have been so wonderful! Continue reading at Bezuna's Confessions Sunday, 15th February

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Sunday, 15th February

Read Romance Online — Sat, 13 Jun 2009 13:01:34 +0000

Steph just read a bad review of Koro’s restaurant in today’s newspaper. They say the service is crap. They couldn’t be more right, I feel a little bit satisfied. Steph says she doesn’t get what happened and why it didn’t work out between me and him. She says that maybe he is one of those [...]

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Sunday, 15th February

Saturday, 14th February

Read Romance Online — Fri, 12 Jun 2009 15:59:41 +0000

Koro did what I really didn’t expect. He did not txt, he did not call me. He did nothing. I really hoped… no I didn’t hope. I was actually 100% sure he will get in touch with me today! Not that long ago he was txting me saying he missies me and wants to [...]

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Saturday, 14th February

Read Romance Online — Fri, 12 Jun 2009 10:59:19 +0000

Valentine wishes form Omar in the morning. Nothing from Carl. Nothing from Koro either. Not yet anyway Continue reading at Bezuna's Confessions Saturday, 14th February

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Saturday, 14th February

Friday, 13th February

Read Romance Online — Thu, 11 Jun 2009 19:56:39 +0000

The more men around me the better because then I don’t get obsessed about one. And if this one is not giving me what I want I just have to remember that there are other ones in the reach of my hand. So why waste time with one, who is not too good? I’m only [...]

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Friday, 13th February

Read Romance Online — Thu, 11 Jun 2009 11:13:57 +0000

Tomorrow Valentines Day. I’m VERY curious if Koro will txt me. Let’s wait and see what happens. I still wouldn’t mind things working out with him. I would not like him to turn out to be a total dick. Continue reading at Bezuna's Confessions Friday, 13th February

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Friday, 13th February

Thursday, 12th February

Read Romance Online — Wed, 10 Jun 2009 17:18:20 +0000

But when I think a guy I like is also into me, wants me, desires me, then on one hand I start feeling sick thinking how men are just animals and on the other I start feeling warm inside. I can’t resist testosterone! Continue reading at Bezuna's Confessions Thursday, 12th February

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Thursday, 12th February

Read Romance Online — Wed, 10 Jun 2009 13:05:25 +0000

Sex is strange. On one hand so natural and on the other so… strange and disgusting really: all the noises, facial expressions bodies rubbing against each other. So bodily, animalistic, instinctive, primitive almost inhuman and transcendental at the same time. Darling also says that the longer she thinks about sex the stranger is seems to [...]

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Thursday, 12th February

Wednesday, 11th February

Read Romance Online — Tue, 09 Jun 2009 04:56:56 +0000

On the other hand what makes man think woman is ‘good in bed’? Does it mean loud? Is “oh, ah, yes, yes, harder, harder!” good? Does it mean she initiates? Is well stretched? Porn star type? Or maybe shy and innocent? What masters more for men when it comes to sex: quality or quantity? Continue reading at [...]

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Wednesday, 11th February

Tuesday, 10th February

Read Romance Online — Mon, 08 Jun 2009 14:48:18 +0000

But maybe I should expect something more after having sex? But would I bother? I just got from him what I wanted. Quickly. Without too much time wasted, without emotions going wild. I think once is enough. I’m not interested in more with him. Continue reading at Bezuna's Confessions Tuesday, 10th February

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Tuesday, 10th February

Read Romance Online — Mon, 08 Jun 2009 10:08:58 +0000

It’s been 2 days from my last contact with Carl and I still haven’t heard from him. And? And nothing. I just couldn’t care less. We just used each other. That’s it. Continue reading at Bezuna's Confessions Tuesday, 10th February

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Tuesday, 10th February

Monday, 9th February

Read Romance Online — Sun, 07 Jun 2009 17:47:38 +0000

He had a really nice dick. Continue reading at Bezuna's Confessions Monday, 9th February

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Monday, 9th February

Read Romance Online — Sun, 07 Jun 2009 10:47:20 +0000

We sit on the couch in his living room, he massages my calf muscles and we talk about the singles party. “I want to feel you close„ He says and sits me down on his knees with my legs spread. I can feel him quite well. We start kissing and I can smell he had some [...]

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Monday, 9th February

Sunday, 8th February

Read Romance Online — Sat, 06 Jun 2009 16:38:23 +0000

I just came back home. In short Carl is ‘bagged and labeled”. I will think about it all tomorrow. Continue reading at Bezuna's Confessions Sunday, 8th February

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Sunday, 8th February

Read Romance Online — Sat, 06 Jun 2009 10:31:56 +0000

C: “we will have to see. Let’s have an interview.” This came after 7 hours! Me: “great idea. Have your CV ready. When should we have the interview?” C: “you will have to come here… have you eaten yet?” I started txting back but my phone rings! - Hey Carl I’m in my car, on the way [...]

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Sunday, 8th February

Read Romance Online — Sat, 06 Jun 2009 09:37:23 +0000

Still nothing. Am I scaring all of them away? Maybe this one just like Koro will loose interest before I even have a chance to ‘bag and label’ him! That would be a disaster! Continue reading at Bezuna's Confessions Sunday, 8th February

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Sunday, 8th February

Sunday, 8th Fenruary

Read Romance Online — Fri, 05 Jun 2009 12:07:40 +0000

12 noon Carl just txted. Probably bored at work. Nice he is also txting in the day time, not just at night when he’s horny. Though who knows maybe he is horny now and that’s why he’s txting? Anyway it’s just temporary with him and I couldn’t care less! I want to stay single and [...]

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Sunday, 8th Fenruary

Saturday, 7th February

Read Romance Online — Thu, 04 Jun 2009 16:20:36 +0000

I reply after one hour: “Well lets’ hope it’s true… sleep well.” „You too” comes from him. Maybe I’m over sensitive? Should I ask Blanka to give me some more info on him? She knows him way better and I remember some time ago she told me there are rumors about him. Steph for example doesn’t like Carl. [...]

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Saturday, 7th February

Read Romance Online — Thu, 04 Jun 2009 15:20:02 +0000

Changed my mind „Sorry but I can’t make it tonight. But apparently the longer the chase, the better it tastes…” I reply. “So they say…” He replies. Was this supposed to be sarcastic? Is he trying to tell me “if you make me wait longer I will loose interest in you and will get someone else in [...]

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Saturday, 7th February

Saturday, 7th Fenruary

Read Romance Online — Thu, 04 Jun 2009 12:04:34 +0000

Ok, so there will be nothing out of it anyway but since I wasted so much time on him and so many txt I could as well try him out, ‘bag and label’ him… Continue reading at Bezuna's Confessions Saturday, 7th Fenruary

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Saturday, 7th Fenruary

Saturday, 7th February

Read Romance Online — Thu, 04 Jun 2009 09:01:25 +0000

“I want to have sex with you” just came from Carl. Hmmm this is a bit too self explanatory. I think I’m not that keen on him any more. Just when I was starting to really like him he is brining it all down to reproductory functions. Should I see him tonight? Continue reading at Bezuna's Confessions Saturday, [...]

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Saturday, 7th February

Friday, 6th February

Read Romance Online — Thu, 04 Jun 2009 02:59:23 +0000

Last night’s single’s party in short: • Steph and Darling say Carl had his eyes on me the whole time. The conversation was smooth. He came early but had to leave early too. • Omar came late and brought 3 friends. They all left early. He said he wasn’t ready for a gay party. It’s true we had too [...]

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Friday, 6th February

Thursday, 5th February

Read Romance Online — Wed, 03 Jun 2009 23:05:41 +0000

On the other hand I never thought I will have anything to do with an uncircumcised penis ever again but it looks like I was mistaken. Oh well you never know what life will bring! Unless Carl is circumcised but this is very unlikely! Ok I have to go to the singles party now! Continue reading at [...]

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Thursday, 5th February

Thursday, 5th Fenruary

Read Romance Online — Wed, 03 Jun 2009 22:52:55 +0000

One hour long exchange of txts with Carl. He may soon advance to a position of my potential bf… He has good potential. Does a lot of sports, is active and has a boat. I always wanted to meet someone with a boat. Plus he seems intelligent and unlike Koro, he gets my jokes! But let’s [...]

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Thursday, 5th Fenruary

Wednesday, 4th Fenruary

Read Romance Online — Tue, 02 Jun 2009 10:32:26 +0000

Carl is desperate to see me. I’m going to theatre with Omar so maybe after? But it will be too late. What is he thinking anyway? That he will just txt me out of the blue and I will be plans-free and ready to see him? 24 hours before a planned date is a minimum! [...]

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Wednesday, 4th Fenruary