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At his place in only 24 minutes. It looks nice with the BMW parked in front of the house. I can tell the boy is not poor.
He opens the door and offers me a drink. The conversation flows. Probably just because I don’t care about him so I’m totally relaxed. I even invite him to our single’s party and he promises to come.
We wrestle to see who is stronger. He suggest we should hand wrestle, in his bedroom… on his bed…
I sit on one side of the bed, he sits on the other and we wrestle. Of course he wins.
Then he switches of the light and… We leave the bedroom. There I was thinking he will jump on me but nothing! As if he knew that the best way to keep me interested is not to give me what I want… maybe he realizes that if we had sex now that would be it, the end? Or maybe he needs to feel something more to a girl on order to be able to go to bed with her? Whatever…
We talk in the living room. I find him a bit too slim for my liking but his muscles are nice. He’s not too tall, but that doesn’t bother me. He has this quality or a young well bread horse. He sells nice. According to Darling’s nail theory I should not expect anything major down in his pants. Will have to see…
Whatever I say to him I have a feeling I said it all before. And I probably did. Either to Omar, or Koro or Horny Dog. The same tape is replaying over and over again. I get bored of hearing myself talk and go silent. He is probably not listening anyway and will not notice…
“What happened Bezuna? It’s interesting what you were saying” he says… god sign. He is actually listening.
I stare ate him. Interesting… What the f… is this all about? What am I doing here with some guy I don’t even know? It all seems funny, absurd and a bit unreal.
When Carl sits me down on his knees the flow of my thoughts gets disrupted. The nail theory is faulty as I can feel that Carl has a lot to offer in the genitals department. He just keeps growing under me! I say I’m hungry just to change the topic. He gets of the couch and goes to kitchen.
I check out his butt: it’s nice, strong protruding… The way I like it. He looks into the cupboard and offers me spaghetti from a can. Never tried it before and I think I want to keep it this way. He says it’s his favorite meal and he will invite me for dinner sometime.
when he walks me back to my car we Kiss each other goodbye. His bottom lip is… how should I say it, a bit too … ‘active’ but we should get rid of that fault easily with practice. As I turn to get into my car he grabs my bum and then pats it. He then he apologizes for his behavior because he’s not sure if European lady likes this kind of cuddles. I say I don’t mind.
I want him to be a real aggressive male! (I don’t say it though)
I am originally from Czech. I am 26 and very single now. I created this diary to get some relief. I hope spelling it all out will help me go through it.
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